Has life ever changed right in the blink of an eye for you?

In all of two weeks my life went from a living hell, losing all the friends I cared about, into a neverending spin of being with people, having fun... Being happy. Always happy.

I've just been so god damn cheery since this summer.

I have my ups and downs, sure. But it's to be expected.

I would defend a long distance relationship to the end of the world,

But having something right there.. In your grasp, someone you can hold onto, cuddle with, hug, kiss, love... It's amazing. Really, amazing. I would have never guessed.

Yesterday was my two month anniversary, and I did spend it with my boyfriend. Then saw the next day that he had programmed a notice into my ipod on the 4th of every month to say it was our anniversary and tell me he loved me. I b'awed. It was nice.

ANYWAYS, getting so off topic here.

During my periods of self-help-change I ditched this account for another one.

Frankly I'm ashamed of the petty venting and angst present on this account. So...

Also, thank you to anybody and everybody who have added neverending favorites to Sadness. I definately didn't think that piece would be popular in any way.

Right yeah.



I bich a lot less and vent a lot less on there.