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Oh,

Wed Oct 7, 2009, 2:57 PM
  • Mood: Attraction
  • Listening to: 1234 - Feist
Has life ever changed right in the blink of an eye for you?

In all of two weeks my life went from a living hell, losing all the friends I cared about, into a neverending spin of being with people, having fun... Being happy. Always happy.

I've just been so god damn cheery since this summer.

I have my ups and downs, sure. But it's to be expected.

I would defend a long distance relationship to the end of the world,

But having something right there.. In your grasp, someone you can hold onto, cuddle with, hug, kiss, love... It's amazing. Really, amazing. I would have never guessed.

Yesterday was my two month anniversary, and I did spend it with my boyfriend. Then saw the next day that he had programmed a notice into my ipod on the 4th of every month to say it was our anniversary and tell me he loved me. I b'awed. It was nice.

ANYWAYS, getting so off topic here.

During my periods of self-help-change I ditched this account for another one.

Frankly I'm ashamed of the petty venting and angst present on this account. So...

Also, thank you to anybody and everybody who have added neverending favorites to Sadness. I definately didn't think that piece would be popular in any way.

Right yeah.

:iconrainbowtrains:

I bich a lot less and vent a lot less on there.

=D

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Hmm.

Tue Mar 24, 2009, 6:16 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Unwell - Matchbox 20
  • Playing: Fallout 3
  • Eating: Cookies
Worried about the looming possibility of putting the dog down.

I love her too much to lose her.

Only company I have at night.

Bleh.

Feeling lonely right now. I don't know how much more lonely I'll feel if she's gone.

On the upside; I have tons of games to play.. Yey..

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Weekend. o:

Fri Jan 16, 2009, 12:31 PM
  • Mood: Amused
  • Listening to: Shut Me Up - Mindless Self Indulgence
  • Reading: Wicked
  • Playing: WoW
It seems like I only ever make journals as an excuse to do quizzes. ;o Oh well.

We're having a cold front now. Not appreciating the cold, it makes my hair frizz like an afro. Not attractive.

Anyways.. What was I on about? Right.

Step 1: Fill this in, and as such everyone on your watch list may then tell you you are not a bad artist. This will let you know how splendid you are, that way you can boost your monstrous ego just a smidgeon more.

Step 2: Now that you've got that great ego boost that you needed, you can sit and revel in it, and believe (falsely) that you are so superior to everyone else.

1. [ ] When you doodle, you say it's a simple drawing.
2. [ ] Always provide excuses such as "Still in development"
3. [ ] Can only create an excuse of "I used a mouse, not a tablet"
4. [ ] You only draw faces.
5. [ ] You always draw faces at the same direction.
6. [x] The proportion is awful.
7. [ ] Every character looks the same.
8. [ ] Uses different hairstyle to distinguish characters.
9. [ ] Cannot distinguish left and right direction.
10. [ ] "Sketch? Who cares about that?"


11. [ ] You only draw sketches.
12. [ ] What's a LAYER???
13. [ ] You always draw one character.
14. [ ] You always draw characters in same angle.
15. [x] No matter how you draw, it's the same expression.
16. [ ] You couldn't draw characters with movement.
17. [ ] You barely draw feet.
18. [ ] You can't draw figures from high or low angles.
19. [ ] You don't even know the definition of high and low angle drawing.
20. [ ] A shitty figure drawing in dynamic pose can be turned into a 4th Dimensional abstract.


21. [ ] Same character looks totally different when it is drawn in different angle or direction.
22. [x] You can't even draw anything other than characters or draw everything except characters.
23. [ ] You can only draw cute characters.
24. [ ] You can only draw handsome characters.
25. [x] Hands are your nightmare
26. [ ] Your character's hands are always hidden behind.
27. [x] The idea sketch is professional but the actual quality is shitty.
28. [ ] You try to cover up one of the eyes with hair so that you can draw only one eye.
29. [x] Your works are always asymmetrical.
30. [ ] Line art only = Finished piece.


31. [ ] Rough sketch only = Finished piece
32. [ ] You have no anatomical knowledge.
33. [ ] You only draw eyes.
34. [ ] Character's hand and eyes are huge.
35. [x] You're poor in drawing the position of boobs.
36. [ ] Your artworks are free from all logic. Awkward anatomy and proportion.
37. [x] You lose confidence when other people's works look great.
38. [x] You think they are genius when they come up with satisfied quality.
39. [ ] You collect other people's works as practice references but you actually collect them as a collection.
40. [x] While drawing, you easily lose patience and go do something else.


41. [ ] Tablet is your god item.
42. [x] You regain confidence when other people's works look crappier than yours.
43. [x] You are more than willing to draw but you lose the spirit so easily.
44. [ ] You completely lose the confidence when you see the works of true genius.
45. [ ] You draw once a month or even once a year.
46. [ ] You get mad when your favorite artists are being lazy.
47. [ ] When you draw hentai art, you end up drawing grotesque horror pictures because their proportion is so fucking awful.
48. [x] You don't even have faith in yourself.
49. [x] You can't even draw since the beginning.
50. [x] You realized there are problems and know where to fix but you never do.

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Borrowed Time

Wed Jan 14, 2009, 10:34 AM
  • Mood: Exhilarated
  • Listening to: Colors - Utada Hikaru
  • Reading: Wicked
  • Playing: WoW
Weather is beyond strange down here lately.. *Shakes head*

1. Put your MP3/iPod or other device that plays music on "Shuffle."
2. For each question, skip to the next song. Whichever song appears is your answer.
3. YOU SHOULD WRITE THE NAME OF THAT SONG WHETHER YOU WANT TO OR NOT!
4. Tag seven other people using a note (including the person that sent it to you) that you believe will have as much fun with this game as you did.

If everyone says, "everything is well," what do you say?
Breathe Today - Flyleaf

*Kinda makes sense. It's okay, you can BREATHE TODAY. Yay..


What best describes your personality?
Bent - Matchbox 20

*8D


What suits you today?
The Road To Jericho Is Lined With Starving People - This Providence

*Cough, long title much?


What is your goal in life?
Everlasting Friend - Blue October

*Yessir! <3 I want an everlasting friend and to be an everlasting friend~


What is your motto?
Less Than Zero - Drowning Pool

*Not.. Emo.. At.. All. *Eyetwitch*


What do your friends think of you?
Tale of Woe - The Retrosic

*They call my life emo behind my back? Wonderful.


What do you think about often?
Beauty - t r y ^ d

*Shallow, just a bit.


How much is 2 + 2?
Down And Out - Tantric

*Is there a legitimate way to make this question make sense? Is there a song called four?


What do you think of your best friends?
Whoa - Paramore

*That about sums it up.


What do you think of the person you like?
Inevitable - Anberlin

*D'aw... Good love song...


What is the history of your life?
Falling In Love Again - Eagle Eye Cherry

*NO SHIT.


What do you want to be when you grow up?
Crawling - Linkin Park.

*...


What will you do when you meet the person you like?
Hit My Heart (Featuring Dhany) - Benassi Bros

*Someone get my mallet..


What do your parents think of you?
Certain Words In Uncertain Times - This Providence

*More like the last thing they think of me.

What will you dance to in your wedding?
Somewhere - Within Temptation

*That will be a damn epic dance.


What music will play during your funeral?
Newport Living - Cute Is What We Aim For

*Yes, I hope the people I can aim this song to come to my funeral.


What is your pastime?
Ladykiller - Hocico

*Thumbs up.


What is your biggest secret?
How To Save A Life - The Fray

*No one else deserves to know how!


What do you think of your friends?
J'en Ai Marre - Alizee


What is the worst thing that could happen?
Staying Alive - Cursive

*...Even more emo.


How will you die?
Holiday - Green Day

*Remind me, no more holidays.


What is the only thing you regret?
Never Enough - Grave Worm

*Less angst, iTunes...


What makes you laugh?
My Dream Is You - This Providence


What makes you cry?
Until Tomorrow - Paramore

*This song does bring tears, actually.. o:


Who will you marry one day?
I'm So Sick - Flyleaf

*Ehhmm.


What scares you the most?
Wonderwall - Oasis

*All walls, actually.


Does anyone like you?
Never Too Late - Three Days Grace

*For loovee.


If you could go back in time, what would you change?
Finger Twist and Split - Cute Is What We Aim For


What hurts you now?
Dream Of The Shore - Chrono Cross

*The other shore, that is.


What will you name this post?
Borrowed Time - A Fine Frenzy

*Sounds like a journal about my eminent death, yay.

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If Life Were A Song..

Mon Jan 12, 2009, 6:00 PM
  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: Cool Edition - Natsuko Kuwatani
  • Reading: Wicked
  • Playing: WoW
Exams are coming soon. Apparently every bus driver in the region is supposed to go on strike the day they start.

Good timing guys.

Really. I like postponing exams.

Got my new schedule, though semester 2 isn't starting until the 2nd of Feb.

A-Block (Homeroom) - Math 11 Academic
B-Block - Art 11
C-Block - Design 11
D-Block - History 11.

Now, two things bug me.

1) My math teacher. He has an extremely strong accent and I can't understand a word he says. Ftw.

2) I fucking HATE my History teacher. He's a jackass with a stick up his ass. ><

So. Fun. Love it.

Art and design are fine though.

Also, I play WoW again.

..I blame Rayne.

Yeah, you heard me BIYATCH. D:<

---

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE,
WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc.)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.

Opening Credits:


Waking Up:
Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy.

*Why the hell am I waking up to a depressing song? BULLSHIT.

First Day At School:
Never Gonna Give You Up - Rick Astley.

*Fucking.. LOL. Great, I'm going to Rick Roll everyone on my first day of school.


Falling In Love:
Lost My Music - Aya Hirano


During a sex scene, you scream:
Star Crossed - Scary Kids Scaring Kids

*Makes so much sense.


Fight Song:
Come Here Boy - Imogen Heap

*Because we all fight to soothing music?


Breaking Up:
The Devil Went Down To Georgia - Primus

*"I told you once you son of a bitch, I'm the best there's ever been." Chya.


After getting drunk you say:
Crushcrushcrush - Paramore

*Obviously when drunk I turn into an ogre with a hammer. *Nods*


Prom:
Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

*Sad, but atleast I can relate.


Life's OK:
So I Thought - Flyleaf

*Yeah, I only thought I loved you for years, I really don't. LIFE'S OKAY. D:<


Mental Breakdown:
Girl Like That - Matchbox20

*Thumbs up.


Driving:
Paint it Black - Rolling Stones

*Fuck yeah.


Flashback:
The Point Sometimes - Gregory and the Hawk

*I could see that, flashing back on my more angsty times of seperation from SWEEDEENN. Grr.


Getting Back Together:
Warm - Claire Voyant

*This doesn't work at all. D:


Wedding:
Bent - Matchbox 20

*Just hold me, and then just hold me again~ Still a bit angsty for a wedding.


Birth of Child:
Pushing Me Away - Linkin Park

*Poor... To-be emo child...


Paying the Dues:
Seishunii Janai Katsu

*Because we all listen to happy about life jpop when paying the dues.


Your deepest secret:
Everyday - This Providence

*Deeeppp.


Night Before War:
Ghost Love Score - Nightwish

*This song would totally get me pumped for war, hell yes.


Final Battle:
Letters - Utada Hikaru

*...Yeah sure.


Moment of Triumph:
Do You Ever Wonder - Blue October

*...BAH.


Death Scene:
Let Me Be Your Armor - Assemblage 23

*Fuck being someones armor if it gets me killed! D:<


Funeral Song:
I'm Sorry - Flyleaf

*Song that in my mind implies pedophilia and rape? FTW.


End Credits:
Best Friend - Toy Box

*HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE? HE'S MY BEST FRIEND, BEST OF ALL BEST FRIIEENDDSS. Happiest song evur for end credits considering I just died.

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